WALLS (aka...why you're such a MEANIE!)

BEING MEAN protects …but if I am firmer with people I have let into my heart (not being nice for nice sake) I wont find a need to be so guarded with strangers

BEING MEAN vindicates…for the times I feel wronged. But it also harbors negative energy within me. It also displaces the punishment because you’re rarely in present of mind, or are unable to direct (or rather reflect) the energy back to whomever you perceive is being mean to you. Loved one’s usually get the worst of it.


BEING MEAN is intimidating…to others (puts me in a stronger role). But as I am learning, it is not my job to protect everyone…maybe somewhere in me; it is my job to be protected so I can reach my vulnerability, or innocence, as a woman. And there will be times I need to show strength in protection of a child or weaker energy. But this is a conscious choice and not a blanket approach to life.

BEING MEAN is defense…. But you are defending against the negative thereby acknowledging and even drawing it to self by assuming it.

BEING MEAN is cool... But it actually works against a personality that is more about love by housing that love in a crusty outer shell….

Scared to lose the edge? Well as a wise person told me, everything is a scale. If I’m like an 8 on this scale…ill spend my life trying to become a 2…or what we might consider pushover status. So go ahead…stretch as far as you can, jump wayyy out of your zone, you still will be you. Even when the shockwaves calm and the dust settle, you will look…and it will still be you.

Keep it Positive!